Nerve Dating Confessions

There's one more I forgot: PL. LLW, you've been emotionally kneecapping me from the day I was born, getting me to open up to you my deepest feelings and be vulnerable and then attacking me with them. PL, my family trusted you, and you raped me when I was five. MB, I turned to you when I felt most alone and you used my vulerability to sexually exploit me at the age of 14. LRP, you isolated me from my family and friends during my most difficult year of college and read/censored my journal to make sure I didn't write anything "against" you in it, and if you ever found anything you didn't like, you yelled at me and physically intimidated me. SR, you used me for money and support for 10 years by pretending to love me, and even admitted this to me. DM, I loved you, and you used my love to hurt and undermine me in order to advance your own career. JCS, when I told you about my long history of abuse, you used it to exploit and use me yourself. And JR, you have toyed with my feelings for a year now in order to boost your own ego. And I endure, and I stay silent, as I always have, as I have been trained to do since the day I was born.

You are better and deserve better than what life has given you so far. I only hope with all of my being that things will change, and life will end up the way you deserve. I only wish I could help you somehow.

Love yourself, op. Be strong enough to stand alone. You don't owe JR any explanation if you walk away.